hmm, i got bored today, and decided to write a story =D
the below is it :
'love is painfully beautiful'A lonesome figure lay spawned on the grimy ground. Her long ebony hair played a sharp contrast to her porcelein white skin. Her eyes flickered open and her gaze fleeted swiftly across the desolated room pausing at the gleaming blade in her palm. The knife glimmered under the pale moon beams streaming in from the large glass window. She gave a deep, exhausted sigh.
It was beautiful, the deep crimson liquid that dripped from the lacerations. She watch her life ebbed away before her very eyes, drop by drop flowing away from her. Silently she shut her eyes lying in a scarlet pool of her own blood. To Be Continued ...
sorrow and disappointmentthe tears will flow...but why ... it ain't suppose to be this way ...how could u cry over someone u don't even know...i feel deep disgust over myself...i act thoughtlessly...leaving undeniable scars ...but i never dare go too deep ...my own cowardice makes the hatre i have for myself more intense...i am the biggest hypocrite to myself...
lets talk about friday ...
wasn't feeling too well in the morning(*Cough*iamlying*cough*)
so did not go to school ..
collected results...
got put down a little...
than went home... bathe ...
laze...
bored beyond all reasons that i was tearing my hair apart ...
in the end went orchard and shopped a little...
But this trp to orchard was a real learning experience...
i realize my sister has the most eccentric habit...
she enjoys getting on random buses
ride it all the way to random places
and than go to some outrageous out of the way place...like changi airport
for apparently no sane reason at all...
and thats what we did...
see thats what happens when u are bored beyond description...
you lose your sanity completely
and agree to hare brain schemes like that...
yeah whatever...
i need motivation...and determintion to study ...
HELP!?!?!
Its coming .... the final test ...
To quote the matix "Everything that has a beginning has an end"
And the O's are sort of like the end of our sec 4 life...
its quite a huge impact on our lives if u think about it ...
Like a chapter of our life is over ...
and than it will all fade away to be memories...
i've been thinking a little this past few days...
strange thoughts resonating in my head
there are many things that i regret and many past events that i wish to relive...
but none of that is gonna happen anytime soon...
I've felt an insane myriad of emotions...
depression, nervousness, excitment and even a strange bittersweet feeling i can't comprehend...
so many things change and frankly i can't tell if thats a good or a bad thing ...
so i 've come to a conclusion that perharps it is time that i change a little...
quit moping
and quit living in the past...
and you may think i am a little slow
but i think i just learned something ...
the ability to let go ...
i will of course always have the memories
something that i will treasure for life...
but i guess somethings just don't change
like the fact that i am still such a major dramaqueen..
So? sue me...
Tiffany