Right.. the world as i know it is probably coming to an end
i just went clubbing and i did not have fun at all
and trust me i tried
Hell i really did
the music was good the fellow party go-ers and the atmosphere was all awesome
just somehow i wasn't in the mood
why ?
i have absolutely no idea
maybe i do
i don't know
oh god this sucks so much
i LOVE clubbing !!
ADORE IT
what is wrong with me????
crawl deep and get under my skin
Loneliness, we all know is a terrible feeling
But facing it when your body is physically exhausted
and with your mind completely drained but yet in utter turmoil
make it at least 100 times worst
when you're distressed,
coming home to an empty house
and knowing that you've no one to turn to for now
is just so lonely
leaves me feeling hollow
i feel really tired. cold, ill and alone at the same time
Excuse my emo-ing
see ya
Ok i am at
Charlene's house using her com to type this
postSeriously studying is so BORING !!
its sucks so much ass
manage to do some chemical
bonding and most of my
Gp compre(i skipped the
AQ .. TYPICAL )
Can't wait for the holidays to start
Lovely whole month of shit and awesome stuff to look forward too
Shits: Endless grueling dance practices
Studying
Mugging
Mock
BT2 papers
STUDYING
MUGGING
Remedial3 day study camp thing
oh and have i mentioned ...
STUDYING
AND MUGGING !!
on a lighter note here are the
Awesome stuffs:
Family Time
BEST FRIEND (Chilling, Hanging, Slacking, retail therapy and what not)
Outings with
bestfriend number 1, 2, 3 and 4 ! (
HAHA)
SISTER!!
Outting with friends!(Sec school and
JC, let all hell break lose)
CLUBBING
CHALET(
ok the one
i'm crashing without being invited)
and of course DANCE (Yeah i know it was labeled as shit but it can get pretty awesome)
Right the time to
PLAY HARD is now
and of course hopefully, maybe, possibly
STUDY HARD too
this was such a pointless post
Excuse my incessant ramblings
i'm just bored with studying
see ya
Lets take a ride on the roller coaster
The ups and downs, twist and surprises
Side by side we'll begin
Let see if we'll end together
Ride with me?
I'll have one of that
thrown in with a few doses of "i miss you"