Ignore this, it is after all nothing but the insipid drone of a stupid girl.
It is not fair you know.
Why do you have to be the one?
The one that makes me happy beyond measure.
The one who makes every challenge life throws at me feel surmountable.
The one that never fails to make me smile.
Why are you also the one that doesn't want me.
Can you not see how terribly much i love you.
You should choose me, pick me.
Love me too.
Because no one will love you the way i do, as much as i do.
Why is whatever we have not enough.
You say you love me.
You say you care about me a lot.
Than why?
With you it is always a continuum of non- stop conflict.
Confusing actions, reassuring words.
But broken promises and a never- ending wait game.
I really wish i could just function normally.
I could give up, just give up on you, on us.
But it is so hard, it always feels like i can't.
That even with my utmost efforts, there is no contentment and happiness.
Non that is ever close to how i feel when i am with you.
So could you, would you?
Choose me.