We learn many things in life
Its just a natural process
With life comes love, and other 4-letter words like loss, gain and GROW
(the above line is kinda stolen from this author)
Sometimes it takes some great miracle or an unfortunate tragedy
But sometimes all you need is to know some awesome people
to get you back up on your feet
I am so done with moping all my recent SHIT
i'm not saying i can just move on straight away
i just ain't letting it inhibit me no more
does that makes sense?
Heres what gave me a good tight slap on the face
"Youth never re-visits you so take your chance to be reckless and do what you can"
Simple but take some time to think over it
and secondly,
"biggest sin in the world is wasting a mini-second in your life"
the above words are by charlene and joey a friend of jun wei's respectively
Hope it will help make a difference no matter how small in your life
Face it head on
damn this is one long ass post :]]
see ya
When i am trouble by my own difficulties
i seem to lose my sympathy
tend to treat others and their worries with cold apathy
strange how twisted emotions can be
after re-reading it i kinda realise
the whole thing rhymes
haha
that some cool shit
My bestfriend is the best thing
that ever happened to me outside my family
Thank You so much..
shows that all my pain and what not
was ALL WORTH IT
MUCH MUCH LOVE ALWAYS
i dont want any thing to happen
i wanted to leave it alone
let it pass
so darn scared
the repercussions
the consequences oh god..
this is way f**ked up
Yet here i am sitting beside myself waiting for you
for that something
fate is making a sport of me.
I have a "CAT" called Grace Chow Ying Xuan
her Birthday is TOMORROW !!
Wish Her HAPPY BIRTHDAY :]]]
go to
http://bigbigboobies.blogspot.comand drop a line :]]]
how do i choose?between my superficial wantand my deeper needtwo boys, WORLDs apartfeels like i am being torned in halfhow flipping cliche.Like i said before,What do i F**KING know of love?
Arghabstinence is the keyNew mantra: avoid Avoid AVOID!Shit he is everywhereCant thinkCant concentrateQuit inhabitating in my mind !!This is NOT LOVEi'm only 17 i dont even know what the FUCK love issome FOUR-LETTER WORD!?!?!Cant tell no one HOW !?!?!?!
i know i always complainand that i always BITCH about dance practicesbut those are just senseless, neurotic ramblingsto release my stress after a long daynow that i am faced with the prospect of being taken out of SYFdue to some freak accident on a bad dayi feel like dyingall the blood(literally), sweat(Like BUCKETS OF THEM) and tears(ok not so much)all the effort, heart and soul i poured into practice will all go down the drainWhy?Why must this happen to me and why now?i don't want the credits or the prizesi just want that chance to go up on stage and perform what i worked my heart out fori want to dance with the fellow SAJC dancersand hopefully do the school proudPlease don't take that away .This is so EMOdamn F**KLet me DANCE!Please !!