I am really really very sad now
so depressed that my vocab really sucks
I really am very sad now
and vulnerable i guess
and
I've been crying for
two hours now
and i haven't stop
i really am
emotionally unstable now
very sad
Its been real long
two months seem to have spun by in a flash
But hey, even two long years can be gone in a snap
whats two months really?
To 06S21
i'm not sure if you guys ever read this but
i'll like to thank you all for everything
All the memories good or bad has made me
And despite
everything have to say it was all worth it
Don't you think so?
Despite the shorter time span as compared to secondary school
Didn't you learn much much more in
JC?
Experienced much deeper emotions?
Maybe cause we were all more mature when we stepped into the school
Personally i know for sure , i know i felt thing more deeply
deeper pain, harder falls, stronger lessons
And together with it came greater happiness and bonds
To friendships that have drifted
here's my whole hearted honest confession
Its up to you to discern whether
i'm being a
conniving two face bitch
Or just baring the truth since its all over
But in all honesty i do miss you guys
Despite your flaws, my wrongs and our falls
i do miss you guys
Thank you for all the good times and bad
And hopefully in our future it may all work out
To the stronger bonds forged from what was lost
Thank you for everything
Please know and understand that you all made a huge impact on my life
cliche as it all sounds you guys really made a difference
so once again thank you
Speaking of Jc friends
Who can be more significant than you huh?
Mr Ho Kah Fai
Yeah my dumb ass ironically straight As friend
How long has it been .. 12 years?
Haha that is so darn long
I'll really miss you when you strut that holy ass of yours of to NS
May our uniquely forged friendship never ever die
One of the things i'll always rememeber for sure are the walks to school every morning
You make waking up early way better !
Haha and no worries i may love you alot but i'm not in love with you boy
I promise to always be your friend as long as you still want me
:)
Another
major element of
JC life are definitely the tutors
How can we ever forget them? <--(its
rhetorical)
Thank you to all the tutors
you guys have really been exeptionally patient to me
And my most heart felt gratitude goes to Miss su
Call me a bootlicker and what not
But in all honesty, she has been the one teacher that made the greatest change in me
Thank you for never giving up on me despite my obvious lack of flair for chemistry
I will work hard and try hard
And please know that i will not turn back to regret because believe it or not i have worked
maybe not enough in your book
but it has been good enough for me
the consequences i will bare upon my own shoulders
so no worries
And lastly but most certainly not the least
Our CCAs
All the late nights hard work
blood sweat and tears
It will most definitely be somethign we'll always remember
memories so deeply etched that you will NEVER forget
I really did love dancing
And it has been a real honour performing with SAJC dance society
You've really made me grow
Not just as a dancer(Although my lack of talent is rather apparent)
But also as a person
I've really gained much
Thank you
On a final note
since all the thank you are all over and done with
i'll like to wish you all well
To all the students
All the best for your As
You all have the ability to make it
Whatever you do
Do it with no regrets
To all the teachers
May you guys continue leading such amazing life
And may many more students gain what i have learnt from you guys
P.s this is one really long post and i've decided to just post it before i change my mind with all the soul baring and what not
Forgive all spelling and grammatical errors alright
I'm off to study !!