It's getting really frustrating.
Why am I so inherently down?!
Somedays I just feel perpetually sad and angst about everything.
And I can't pin point exactly what is making me feel awful.
I just want to go back to normal.
This sucks.
It is officially 2015.
My grand attempts at getting back on track with my life seems to be failing.
As hard as I try to push on and just keep doing the things that I use to love and trying new experiences.
Everything is still as lackluster as ever.
I could probably force myself and feel like I'm happy.
But I can't seem to stay that way.
The exhaustion always gets to me, and everything falls apart again.
How did I come to lack such self- preservation?
It's ridiculous.
Damn I miss you.
To the one and only.
Happy New Year, may your 2015 be amazing.
Cheers to getting better at dying.