I really can't help but wonder about the future
i've often been told that there really isn't much use in freting over something that has yet to happen
that whats meant to be will be
But this change is going to be such a huge drastic thing that i have to imagine
and at the very least prepare myself in some way.
I don't know man .. i guess its news like that that really show you how significant a person is in your life
If you're thinking whether we can get through this?
well if you ask me i'll say yes .. definitely can
Cause there really isn't much i wouldn't give to help maintain what we have
i really don't know ..
but the whole thing just feels like impending doom
with this awful cold dread creeping down my spine and this sinking feeling at the pit pf my stomach.
Funny thing is i'm not really at a lost as of what to do ..
It more like a i really hate what i am going to have to do..
Man, i'm really beginning to feel like someone awfully transient in people's lives.