Whats wrong with me ?
oh god after seeing her i feel so intimidated...
i feel bloody nervous
like the next time when i see her
she will say "YOU ARE FIRED"
What the hell
My stomach feels so uncomfortable
and cold dread seems to be going down my back
i feel so trapped,
stuck
suddenly out of breathe like i just ran a marathon
yet so cold like i am caught some were empty
Good god i have to bloody avoid her..
there are this weird thoughts in my head and i cant seem to focus
i want to do my work but this images just keep running round and round
i feel strange, confuse, lost, scared
how can so many thing happen within two days
i dont know i dont want to know
i dont even know what i am saying
go away, just go away, please just go away