Wow
i'm back
after a really long hiatus
been studying and stressing over the BIG As
Hopefully i haven't screwed it up too badly
only one paper left
biology
MCQthan its all over
wow bet it'll feel real strange
All of a sudden there is just like nothing to do
all the time just for me
man i should make a list of what i really want to do
yeah
next post for sure
i feel really strange now
should be studying for the paper
but
i'm too distracted
heres why :
*warning: ranting starts now ..*
man relationships are really hard
somehow i never really pictured mine to be like that
I seem to spent a lot of time reprimanding myself
blaming myself for things and even thoughts in my head
yeah imagine that scolding yourself for what you are thinking
it really leaves me in a rather torn state ..
cant really think of another way to describe it
just leaves me all conflicted and yeah torn
sorry for the pathetic vocab
i wish i knew what to do
i wish i had someone to turn to
someone who knows
i think its just me
mostly due to the things that i really
abhorHere they are:I hate waiting (really
ALOT)
i hate being ignored
i hate
having to answer a message twice because i had no reply
and i really hate having no replies
and to sum it up i really seriously hate waiting
you know what.
i'm really some major screw up
seems like i care only about me
Darn me
i really do miss you