We may make a lot of plans, but the LORD will do what he has decided. Proverbs 19:21
So let us be grateful with our blessings manifold
I realize how easy it is for me to be content todayI don't need much, we don't need to be doing anything
just time with God and the people i love
just knowing you don't mind having me around is enough
Tiffany has been made very very HAPPY today (:
ps. thank you dad for the yummy food
pps. if you read this i do hope you can find the picture, i would really love to see it
so very very much
I decided to give something someone dear to me said a tryI read His word and had a devotion at the break of dawn
and spend some time thinking through them
in the early morning where i could marvel at His impeccable timing
at His power as He made the sun rise
It was peaceful and amazing
and for one of such great power to love me so much
it fills my heart with such joy, peace and contentment
I'll count my undeserved blessings everyday
and i will lived Father, everyday
doing my best, striving and working to follow the footsteps of Christ
I must remember always to keep Your words close to my heart
Grant me the strength,patience and wisdom to do the right things
and await all things You've planned for me
as they happen in Your perfect time
just like how You timed perfectly the rising of the sun
the breaking of the dawn
the changing of seasons
I can't get it out of my head
especially the hugs from behind
the comfort it brings, the way it warms my heart
made me feel like i could lie there forever
but alas i am content to have been blessed with the memory
in time to come if You will it, i will understand what it all means
i leave it all up to Your loving capable hands
Once again You've amazed me
with the detailed attention You pay unto my life
at how all things will work out
once i leave them in Your capable hands
You light me up and make me ..
I'l meet you there
If we could sit together a momentAnd talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine
With your eyes are locked on mine
Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there
Deep inside of you there’s a ruby glow
And it gets brighter then you and I will ever know
There’s a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone
And it’s everything we've never known
Wander down the street
And I would be the pavement beneath your feet
If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
It still looks a bit surreal
Oh I tend to disappear here and there
So concentrate and you’ll feel me everywhere
And well feel the metro skies with country air
If you’re lost when you close your eyes I’ll meet you there
You could be anywhere
I’ll meet you there
You could be anywhere
Open your eyes and see everything you can be
I'll meet you there
I leave it all to you
give me the patience i need
and the courage to get through it
let your will and not mine be done
even if others have failed me
let me not fail them
for in all that i do
let it stem from love that pleases You
for if i make sacrifices for others, bringing them spiritual gift
demonstrate kindness but do not carry love in my heart
it all amounts to nothing in the end
it all loses meaning
I would be missing the heart and mind of You, Father
For the greatest commandments You have given to us
is first and foremost to love You, Lord
and next to love our brothers and sisters
When i am down and miserable
when loneliness creeps up at me like a shadow from behind
when i feel the hurt and pain of loss
All i need is to turn to You
You always know what i need to hear
You always know the words to speak unto me
Your saving grace is beyond my comperhension
Thank you my Lord
i feel myself lifted up
so much more at peace whenever i turn to you
I need to keep in mind and heart always
that in all Your infinite wisdom, love and power
you know what is best for me
thank you for the trials
and thank you much more for the strength to get me through
I am stressed
Exams are killing me
Pharmacology is depleting my brain cells
Leads to me being emo
and thus sad
and than i want to talk to you
cause i know that will make me feel better
BUT color me coward because i don't dare
And thus i am stuck
here in this loop
can you believe it
day and night
I am going to fail everything
and just flunk out of school
I wonder if it'll be okif i still turned to you when i need someone to talk to
can i still have you be there for me?
Jun Xiang's Fb totally inspired this postI have been weak today
Very very sadly weak
I let slip the Living Word
and started to covert
Sigh, i am so so flawed
It is time to remember that we love because God first loved us
And i should be emulating his love
stop thinking so much
stop letting my mind run wild
it is untimely for such things
I have to keep God as the very first priority
All things will play out in accordance to His will
No point fretting so much
He will provide me everything i need
Thank you for Your love Father (:
Your word i read today really lifted me UP
I will always be here for you
When all else fails
and when everyone seem to have turned away from you
You will always have me on your side
I promise to stand by you through everything
I held your hand and made my promise
I will help you get through this
Even if it kills me on the inside
Together we can do this
I will be here, forever, for as long as you want me
When all else overwhelms you
and you can no longer find yourself
I'll be there reaching out for you
So if its not too much
will it be ok if you held me too?
Keep me together, keep me from crumbling
If its not too much to ask
Don't write me of just yet
Please
You gave me hope
i thought i could call to you
but as i grasp around in the darkness
all i felt was the cold bitter air
I don't want to become strangers
how can someone change from being everything to nothing
are human relationships really that weak?
Is the only way really to just escape?
Whats wrong with people, why can't we ever just work a little harder
i don't understand
How can a closeness so strong just dissipate into nothing
in such a short amount of time
it may no longer be "in love"
but surely there is love?
do i really have to lose you as a friend too?
So many voices, so many opinions
Telling me such hurtful thing
makes it so hard for me to listen to God soft whispers
what's the right thing to do Father?
I need your guidance and wisdom
now more than ever
I want to submit it all to your will
But where lies the fine line between giving up
and acting upon Your promptings?
I am so confused
I realised today i really missed you this two weeks
And i really missed your hugs
its nice seeing you, you look happy and well
I took this picture last time when i was out with imran doing our scrapbook
Isn't it cool
Its like something straight out of a story book to me
like something great just awaits when you finally make it up there
Hold my hand
and walk with me
right till time ends
and eternity comes
i want to cry
i want to hide under my covers and just pretend that life is not happening
Don't say thing that you do not mean
Don't act like you care if its so hard for you to do it
Don't tell me this things
Don't allow me to put that trust in you and count on you
cause the problem with me is
I BELIEVE YOU
so don't say it if you don't mean it
And NO, to all who are thinking of the most obvious person
i am NOT talking about my ex-bf.
at least he is constant
So yeah, its another bad day
i am just gonna bathe
spend time with God
AND GO TO BED
i know right, i think this is my most selfish entry yet
why am i ruining EVERYTHING
I don't want to become someone you knew
it is unwise to covetGod will provide all that i need
I'm not having such a good day today
32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?
Romans 8:32
i have to keep that in mind (:
Tiffany is going to live her life counting the numerous blessing she has each day
And working hard to bring joy and God to the people she loves so very much :)
Its time to smile for the good things
time to look UP