I never like romantic series.
Give me murder, mysteries and medicine any day.
Stupid show that I got peer pressured into watching.
How annoying.
I haven't had such thought in a long time.
Everyone thinks its so romantic, how he keeps coming for her.
But he has a fiance, and circumstances are so extreme, there is no way to be together.
If you ask me, it is just cruel.
Because every goodbye hurts.
Especially when you have to keep guessing, is this really my final goodbye.
That every time you feel so content and happy you might burst will be your last.
It is awful.
You should have just let her go right from the very start.
The heroine is kinda cool, she has great "like a boss" attitude and she keeps getting back up on her own two feet again and again.
More successful than before.
But she said this line, on how when she gets her end of life reel.
You know that belief some of us have, that the very best moments of your life will flash by before you die.
She said that they will all just be memories with him, the love she cannot have.
And it got me scared again,
What if that is it for me too, and at the end of the road your face appears.
And i keep having to see how happy i was.
I'm trying to move forward, and i just got happy.
Like really easily happy in a world without you.
But such thoughts still come.
On occasion, you still permeate the air.
Like the flowery scent of spring floating in with the breeze.
It brings a smile.
Sometimes i still miss you, and how i feel when you're right there holding me in your arms.
It felt like home.
I wish i could still go home.