i just wanna cry in peace
its damn sad when i cant even do that
now i dont have anyone to cry to
i'm so tired you know
having to keep holding it in
and than when i crack
i'll just feel fucking worst
cause now i'm causing trouble to someone else
but sometimes its just so horrible to cry alone
i just want someone who can not mind when i cry by their side
just let me cry it out
i have no other outlet
and i'm so scared i'm just gonna go numb
and mother fucking crazy and start doing stupid things
its sad and painful to cry all alone
but not being able to do that is just so much worst
its like something gnawing at me on the inside
eating me out until theres nothing left
already i feel empty most of the time
like there's no place for me to go
you can say i chose this
even though it makes me miserable i KNOW i chose this
and i'm willing to bear with whatever pain tears and misery that comes with it
i am, i honestly am
so please why can't you just let me cry
it makes me feel better
and its really a small price to pay
for something i want so dearly
i just wish i dont have to hide alone in the stairwell to cry anymore
because over there its just so scary