I had a selfish morning today
I cried again
I allowed myself to feel all the selfish emotions
How much i missed him
how much i want him back
how much i wish we had a chance
and worst of all was how despite everything
All I've done, how I've waited and all I've sacrifice
It wasn't enough for him to want to stay with me during his time of need
But yeah that was my moment of weakness
But i am trying hard
The Lord's words gave me strength
and so does whatever i do have left with him
It gives me strength and life to get through each day
My God know exactly what to say
His words just gave me renewed conviction each day
How the greatest of all is love
and how stretching out a helping hand can be the greatest demonstration of God's love
So i will stay strong and fight
And i will be here as much as you need me
I will help i promise Jun Wei
I will be there for you (:
So please hang in there and stay strong too
You CAN do this
