And as i pondered
a lot of painful possibilities crossed my mind as well
and yeah you probably guessed it
i was thinking about love
about my relationship
about the stuff he said
And i was really sunk in misery
I kept trying to think who i can turn to
and at first i really thought no one
And than i realise i did have Someone
Someone new and for the first time i really turned to God
and believe it or not
I've love His words long before i knew Him
1 Corinthians: 13
I've always remembered this passage
and to me that's the way i wanted to love
and till today i really try to do it
of course I've failed and I'm flawed
but i am trying hard
and everything he told me today on the phone
despite how much it hurts I've decided to just continue loving him the way i know how
love him in a way that pleases God
to the best that i can and trust that whatever happens
it happen because it is God's plan for me
It takes some getting use to
i am after all new at this
i have to slowly let Him in
but it really is great to know that in all things i will always have God by my side
