Its the third day since you leftand i still miss you very much
and foolishly still want you back
I keep having redundant questions swim through my head
But i am keeping my promise and staying strong
I am working to move through my life
even as i battle every single day thus far
But i guess we just need the time to heal
I just wish i can decide on what i want
I turn to God in prayer and i ask for his guidance
I really want to be a child that honours him and be someone that finds favour in his eyes
There is this small selfish part of me that wants to fight for Jun Wei's love
in the sense that i want a chance to be his friend again and see whether we could fall in love again
But i guess that's just not very possible
i realise that i cant do that to him
even though i would very much want a second chance
It would hurt him too much
and really pressurise him
I don't want to do anything that makes anything harder for him
so i shall content myself with just helping him through this
and at the same time i will just let things flow naturally
And trust in God's plans for me
And let what is suppose to happen just happen
I guess sometimes the saying is true
when you love someone truly
you just have to let him go
and trust that if he was meant to be yours
he will come right back
Now abide faith, hope, love,
these three;
but the greatest of these is love
1Corinthians 13:13
