When i woke up this morning
I really broke
It was like a huge wave of sorrow just washed right over me
I wasn't ready
So i cried
I cried like I've never cried before
I cried so hard i thought i wouldn't be able to stop
So many selfish thoughts cross my mind
And i just surrendered myself to it
I allowed it to just flow right out
I ranted it all out
And i was right
I don't mean any of it
They are all meaningless words that i say out of fear and frustration at the thought of losing you
But yeah I'll be strong
I promise you
and i will
I'll do my very best
But yeah i still love you
So damn much
So I'll be here k
I help in whatever way i can
Even if you feel like you can no longer bare it
I will help you
I'll take whatever you cannot bare
I share whatever burden you care to share with me
I know you have a lot to deal with right now
But you can also turn to God
He Loves you and will lead you down the right path
You just have to trust in Him
But I'll be here for you, you can count on that
Just to support you through this
That's how i love you (:
