Its the 14th todaysomehow a whole month had passed
and instead of celebrating the 2nd yr and 7th month into our relationship
I am mourning what we've lost
Everything seems to be falling apart
and troubles after troubles just keep getting heaped onto my shoulders
I am sorry i keep troubling you
but i really don't know who else to turn to
seems like there is no other person i can turn to
and really tell everything to
because well, you already know it all
there is no need for explanations
i cannot do this on my own
and the loneliness i feel is really getting to be so overwhelming
i don't know what i want
and i don't know what i need
i feel like everything is just slipping out of my grasp
i need you Father to help me
Give me the strength and courage i need to get through this
and help me strengthen my faith
for i am so weak
that i can feel it waning in such hard times
i am feeling so lost and confuse
I leave it all up to you
help me get through this
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”- Jeremiah 29:11
Maybe because its the 14th
or maybe its cause of everything that has been going on
i don't know
but all i really want to do right now is run into your arms and seek the comfort i need
and pray that tomorrow will never come
