i drove pass lavender mrt todayand saw a tour bus parked there
for some strange reason,
it reminded me of the day we took a bus together to Penang for the cruise
I remember vividly that half way through the bus ride i fell asleep
holding on to you (:
but than when i woke up,
i was alone, the bus had stopped somewhere
and in my half asleep stupor
i groggily stumbled off the bus
and trip and fell by the way(so clumsy, i know)
trying to find you in the place where the bus had stopped at
i really felt like a young child,
wandering around, looking for their loved one
I wasn't really thinking very coherently and for some weird reason
i was feeling a little scared
when i found you
i remember running into your arms like a lost little kid
and really hugging you tight, feeling safe at once
than when i looked up into your eyes
You were giving me such a funny expression
sort of like a mixed between "what am i to do with you"
but in a "you're so cute" kinda way
you asked me whats wrong and hugged me tighter
I couldn't even answer and just buried my head into your chest
you than gave me a kiss on my forehead
and held me as we walk around the place
Its such a bittersweet memory now
and it really got me thinking
how much we went through to stay together
how i tripped and fall so many times
but got right back up
because i will not give up on the love i had for you
sometimes i really wonder
why couldn't we try a little harder
is it foolish?
how i pray for the chance
to take our relationship forward in a Godly manner
to honor Him through love for one another
is it all too late?
But i still stand by what i say
i will always love you, and i still remember that promise
that no matter what happens
I'll always be there, waiting for you
whenever you need me
to protect, trust and love you
