Is it going to happen again?You're going to leave me again aren't you?
I'm sorry i cried
I'm sorry for being so weak
please don't leave
i am sorry
i just didn't want us to fall deeper into sin
Can you please not be cruel
am i really only worth caring about when physical things are involved
Do you only treat me lovingly during such moments
do you know how that feels
am i really so worthless to you
I won't ask you for anything
I don't want anything, and I'll give you everything
so please don't treat me like i don't exist in your life
I want to believe you care about me
please show me?
because i really feel so so completely broken, so invisible
so insignificantly worthless
I really don't know what to do God
I am so so lost, what is thy will for me?
I can barely make it, just struggling not to break your written word
