Why do i feel so disposablei am so scared
how do i hold it all together
when it just feels like everything is falling apart
How do you fight something you want so desperately?
What is right and what my heart desires
but is what i desire really so wrong?
what do i fight so hard for
that is so important cause fighting for the wrong reasons will break everything
I don't want to be superfluous anymore
i don't want to be so easily replaced forgotten and tossed aside
I wished everything can just rewind
i wish she never happened
it all just hurts too much
I have that same feeling, you're going to leave me again
Do you even know how painful it has been for me living in such fear, trying so hard to hide everything because i am so scared of pushing you even further away
