Why is it so hard to say?
three words, eight letters
Been feeling rather down
there's too much to think about
too much at stake
I love you so so much
but its making me so miserable
i'm tried of the tears, the fears
and the insecurites
Train station, hello or goodbye?
Why do you have to make it all so complicated
why can't i just be happy in some normal stable relationship
Am i really so awful a person?
We know all things happen for a reason
And sometimes we can be so blinded
that we miss all the signs God throws right smack in our faces
But than again how can a frail sinful mortal like me
even consider my interpretation of His will upon me correct?
I really don't know what i should do.
But if everything has to end.
I wish i could have my dream dance
with you, i only want it with you
even if it has to be the last dance.
Happy 14th I love you
To be honest
I've been feeling awfully lonely of late
Hope that doesn't result in some form of stupidity
i'll live to regret
As the day draws closer, i can feel the fear constricting my heart, and the trepidation suffocating me
Someday you are going to stop breaking my heart
because its either you will realize that you do love me
and give me all you have
Or i will reach my limit
and take that first step right out of your life
because somehow you don't seem to see how delicate our whole situation is
and sometimes i think its just something happening in the back ground to you
not something of concern, like some kind of a joke
I wonder how many times I've said this
but really, i seriously wonder how much more i can take
