Too much has been happening lately
Its kinda overwhelming really
School starting,
all the birthday celebrations
LOVE YOU GUYS FOR CELEBRATING WITH ME
and some relationship problems
I guess i get tired more easily now
I'm really trying very hard to keep my promises
To be strong and not cry
But its seems to be getting so much harder
Things didn't go the way i hoped
and i didn't even get the chance to say the things i wanted to say to you face to face
So if one week from now,
everything were to end
i want you to know that i am sorry
I am sorry for all the moment of weaknesses i had
I'm sorry for crying
I hope that the me you remember
and miss from time to time
would be the girl that tried her hardest to make you happy and smile
despite how broken and sad she was on the inside
A girl that did her best to stand by you through every trial
even though it felt like her own world was falling apart
Someone who smiled for you and held you whenever she could
even though it hurt like crazy on the inside
The someone who loves you despite knowing the darkest part of you
that girl that believes in the very best of you while accepting all the worst of you
If its all over,
i hope you'll remember the happy times we shared
and not all the painful, difficult ends
I pray that thinking of me will bring a smile upon your face
I will miss you, and i will miss us
I really did loved you
