My mind is going on overdrive
Sometimes i think maybe i am the one
more addicted to drama than i really let on
I wish i can just not think about it
HA, I WISH
Maybe we could just sit around and kiss
Pretend the world around us doesn't exist
i know that feeling
like i need you
like i want to have you around me
like life is just all that brighter with you around
and i am scared
i don't want to need anyone like that again
Once bitten twice shy,
i blame the fairy tales
and i blame you too
It all starts the same
but i know you
or rather i know guys like you
Its all good and great at first
but than something changes
and you will leave
everybody leaves
I don't want that again
I'll rather be alone
Usually i would be optimistic
Cherish whatever happy memories i get
just be content and all that jazz
But not for now,
my heart is still spoiled
i am still broken
So for now
its just easier if i was alone
Maybe its time i let it go?
Am i being too assuming?
I just wanna have fun a little
don't want anybody hurt
Let go of you ?
or this time, let myself go?
I am damn confuse now
Everything is so conflicting
heart and mind wants different things
why can't i ever just take it easy
and let things flow the way they are
I need to chillax more, argh
WHY MUST I TAKE AND CONSIDER THEM ALL SO SERIOUSLY?
Maybe i need to stop this before it is too late
There's the whole teenage dream vibe going on
but honestly i don't wanna be like the girl who broke my relationship.
My sister is right
i fall in love to easily
why can't things just be simpler for once
DAMN IT
Attraction is fleeting,
but ridiculously tempting non the least
