This horrible sinking feeling
I just started crying after reading about the nuclear plant workers
Such bravery is really so astounding
It basically volunteering for death
To save all this other people
Nameless strangers.
I can't imagine how their families will feel.
I cannot imagine how i would feel if it was my father out there.
So horrible and devastating.
I just wish i can do more than donate money.
Maybe its for selfish gratification to ease my own guilt.
But I really want so much to help.
type "REDCROSS" and send to 75772
Stop pushing away the people who love you.
But they are have such a huge capacity to hurt me.
Internal strife.
Wish i had the mirror of erised
So i'll know what my heart's true desire is
and stop guilt tripping in this depressive loop of non- commitment.
