Textbook narcissistic post ahead.
Fair warning. Its gonna be self-centered and really frivolous.
I never thought I'll turn out to be the kind of girl that needs a guy.
but that's exactly what i seem to be becoming.
Well maybe not exactly need, but i really want a guy.
I just feel so weirdly lonely and disconnected.
I want someone to love me.
Someone to call my own i guess.
Which is all really stupid and ironic considering how i just ended a relationship about two weeks ago.
I really have no idea what is wrong with me.
I know i am totally rambling.
But i just feel so weird, and lost and like in love with someone i don't even know.
I mean seriously, who does that.
But I keep imagining all this cute possibilities.
Like my friends said man, i really need to reflect.
But goodness, my heart is just like fluttering everywhere.