Make mistakes. Fuck things up.
Grow, learn, dance, have fun, try out new things.
Patience, I really need to take things easy for now.
I really have no idea why, but this week has been hell.
I feel so tired and worn out by everything.
Seems like there's been too much going on.
To the point that i can't keep my moods in control.
I felt down too much and too often.
And I think that made me feel a little more needy.
Miss you a little more than i should.
I needed someone I guess.
Or at least I hope that's the reason.
Or it will mean I'm falling back on my favourite mistake.
I'm pretty sure I have perfected the art of falling to hard too fast.
I really need logic and practicality to return to me.
I need time, patience and perhap a more open mind.