We only breathe for so long.
Life is so short and our youth so elusive.
Have you ever thought of what you wanted?
Not what you want in your future, or even how your life to turn out.
But rather right now.
Perhaps if we all identified what we wanted right now.
Bit by bit the pieces will just come together.

I want you.
Its simple yet complex really.
I am absolutely clueless as to what i feel exactly.
But i know for sure i want you.
And i'm selfish when it comes to this.
I want you to want me too, and only me.
No one else, for this i cannot share.

I remember you once told me.
"Who am i to love, when i'm afraid to fall"
It's ironic how apt it describes me now really.
As much as i want to, i'm also scared as hell.
Life fucks you up like that.
And with you, everything seems twice as hard.
You blow hot and cold.
You can move from being sweet and caring,
to distant and capricious in a nano- second.
Its honestly frightful really.

But somehow even though change is scary.
Even though the unknown and uncertainty is so terrifying.
I know i'll still want you.
Even if you crashed and burnt in front of me,
even if you fucked everything up big time.
I still do.