When someone can make you feel so incrediblely happy.
It gives him the power to make you completely miserable too.
Come to think of it, it's kind of scary.
How much power one person can have over your moods and feelings.
Sigh, I really like you :/
But it's honestly hard to ascertain what you feel and what you're thinking.
Every moment we spend together, it kinda feels like a ticking time bomb to me.
Like at any point of time it can all just disappear into nothing.
Which is why whenever I am with you,
I'll just go for it and do whatever I want.
It may sound wrong but I actually mean it in the most innocent way.
Holding you hand, leaning on your shoulders, lying beside you, just talking and wasting time with you.
It makes me so happy. Such a simple kind of happy.
Its like a drug the kind of feelings you give me.
Euphoria.
And I am so scared of letting it go.
But honestly I really can't see where we are going with this.
I'm really really curious, what do you think of me?
I want so much more.