Sometimes, ignorance is truly bliss.
Finding out something like that just leaves me more confuse than ever.
You can say it doesn't mean much,
But yet you'll be a conplete fool to pretend it means nothing.
The fact that it was more than one day,
With so many scroll throughs really says alot.
Sometimes I really hate being right,
I knew there was something more.
I'm not stupid.
I don't understand why is it so hard to just tell the truth.
Somethings, even if lets say she is something that has already come to past.
I deserve to know the truth.
What is so hard with being honest?
Why do people just like to hide things
and lie about shit.
I really don't get it.
Things like this, they make me feel inadequate and even mad.
But to be honest, hiding it just makes it a million times worst.
I really need time to sort this out.
Just this time please.
I honestly hope to be proven wrong.
Cheating never is just a physical act.
Sometimes it's the emotional cheating,
Those hurt the bloody most.
Shows that I'm good for a lay.
But not worth your heart, efforts and emotions.
And lets be honest here.
I am sure as hell worth alot more than that.