Why do you write?
Thats an interesting question i stumbled upon today.
It got me thinking for a bit.
I would say to keep my thoughts in line.
To aid with logic and staying sane.
Putting down my thoughts and feelings in words.
It helps me remember,
memories that mean a lot, how i felt about something/someone at one point of my life.
I don't want to forget.
Its perhaps my little way of capturing moments.
Sometimes its even better than pictures.
Cause with pictures i see what happened at the time.
With words i reconcile with how i felt at that point of my life.
It aids with processing too.
Reading my own documented thoughts.
It help me sieve through all that dramatic bull crap i enjoy tormenting myself with, to figure out some way to go forward.
I'll be the first to admit, I have the tendency to let my emotions get the better of me.
So just plonking down all the emotions and touchy- feel-ly bull crap helps me get my head together.
So i can get to the root and make a somewhat sounder decision.
Or at least i hope it's sounder.
So there is alway an obvious pattern.
When i have it all, when life is beyond smooth- sailing.
You'll see tumble weeds lolling about this pages.
When shit hits.
This pages gets more attention than a slut on ladies night.
Just some ideas i was toying around in my head today.
Seems like too much crap is happening around me.
Need to write more to actually remember.
On a bleaker note,
Yes BLEAKER.
It seems to me that supposedly good intentions and good virtues.
Are worth lesser and lesser this days.
What kind of fucked up twisted shit place are we living in?
Its hard to keep faith in humanity and believe in people with what i have seen lately.
Now its my turn, I really need to remember.
You should probably know this though.
I will do anything for you.
