My paradigm shift.
A wandering mind that always circles back to you.
In many ways, it's true, it's not the end of the world.
But after this two months,
I cannot help but admit.
You may not be my whole world.
But you've found your way right into the center of it.
All my independence, control, facade of happiness I built for myself?
They all just fall apart.
In one instant, all it took was you.
But nothing was exchanged.
Cause everything feels irrevocably broken.
And nothing that i say or do can bring me back to my dying days.
"Lets be nothing, I've heard that can last forever."